I love Christmas but this year was a bit of a struggle for me. It all started on Dec 2nd with a trip to Shawnee to a Christmas parade. I got so sick and was puking all the way home and into the night. It was all over after that....the rest of the month was blur. I developed anxiety during this lovely sickness. It was so bad that I had to have my mom 24-7. I know this was hard for her because she likes her time at her house but she stayed with me. My little guy also got sick and his best friend g-pa took care of him. I didn't care about anything during this time all I wanted was to not feel the way I was feeling. So talking to people about this little hush hush thing called anxiety I found out that over half the world is on something for this. Really? I am now one of those people and I have no problem telling anyone about what has been going on in my head. I could have never made it through this mess with out my mom, dad, hubby, son Blaine, and (at times) little Logan. Thank you guys
